Who I am hates who I've been...
Hello everyone. I'm sorry I haven't posted in such a long time.
Life's been hectic, but that's no excuse because my life is
always hectic. I'm starting to straighten things out... Well, I
guess I'm finishing straightening things out. I'm still in Iowa.
I'll be heading back down to Branson on Sunday. Anyhoo,
I'll be moving my story from here to mywebsite. I figure it will
be easier to access there. My site address is
http://www.geocities.com/aggressiveballerina
I don't have a whole lot of news to share. My health is improving,
but I've recently been facing a problem of coughing up blood
frequently, which bites. I suppose it will heal soon. I sure hope
so. Today, I ate some orange sherbert. Orange sherbert rocks.
Other than that, I don't have a whole lot to tell. I have a strong
feeling that will be changing soon, however. I'm at a crossroads
in my life, and there's a Denny's on one corner and an IHOP on
the other... crazy stuff. Here's a good way of explaining myself.
Relient K hits it right on the spot with this song. Here goes...
I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the pacific
And you might think I’m losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics
Cause I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest
state it’s ever been
And this is no place to try and live my life
Stop right there
That’s exactly where I lost it
See that line
Well I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
Well I never should've said that
It’s the very moment that I wish
that I could take back
I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long
for me to change
I'm ready to be sure I never become
that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
I talked to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside
had finally begun
To create so much pressure that
I'd soon blow up
And I heard the reverberating
footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of
my heart
And I was positive that unless
I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart
And I can’t let that happen again
Cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been
And this is no place to try and
live my life
Who I am hates who I’ve been
And who I am will take the second
chance you gave me
Who I am hates who I’ve been
Cause who I’ve been only ever made me
Yepp, that covers it. I send you all my love!
God bless and fare thee well.
Joselynn Diane
3 comments
3 Comments:
I would just like to say the comments placed on joselynn's and jimmy's site's of a vulgar nature,were not of my doing and I intend no ill will towards either of them I swear it.
Hey ya'll. I'm from alabama so i get to type with an accent.
I like your blog, and as far as the crossroads goes, i would stick to denny's, IHOP usually doesn't have good service. Your writing has a lot of depth to it, and i like to read it. And it's very cool meeting someone who has a blog that is also on fire for God. keep up the good work. oh, i loved finding forrester too!
btw how old are you? did you just graduate? i'll be sixteen in august.
Well this is my first comment on your blog or any blog for that matter but I will agree with you that the tune is totally fitting but as far as the denny's or the IHOP I personally have had great service at IHOP and who else do you know has stuffed french toast come on its a no brainer!
Post a Comment
<< Home