And all this time I thought the day of rest was Sunday...

Today, I slept almost all day. I have absolutely no explanation for my weariness, nor can I say I enjoyed my rest. It's almost as if I have a blurry film over my eyes, similar to the feeling you get after taking medication; that drowsy, groggy feeling. However, I have taken no medication. I can not understand it. Perhaps it is a sign of healing. I choose to look at it that way. It seems that when things get rough, optimism is one's only option. In the portion of my day that was spent concious, I've moved extremely slowly, as though I've been turned into a sloth. In attempts to turn around my sloth-like day, I've read quite a bit in a book called 'Light and Glory'. That could be what it's called anyway. I blame all mistakes published in this blog on my slow-moving mind and body. I feel so selfish for sleeping such a long time. I always feel guilty after too much rest. I feel the need to go out and do something compassionate, like donate to something. I'm not sure, but I'm bound to do something compassionate today. Perhaps it will make up for my selfish sleeping habbits. Oh, how I despise sleep! Enough ramblings, let's go on to news! I am continuing with steady improvements in my health, with the exception of this sleepy day. Last night, I went to youth here for the second week. They had a talent show that was quite amusing. My mind can not focus on this blog. If you could see inside my brain... Oh, nevermind. Such a thing would be pointless. Currently, my mind is blank. I am typing merely out of the energy which remains in my fingertips. The feeling of compassion comes from my heart, and the feeling of selfishness as well. The rest, however (which is nothing) comes from my brain. Okay, I'll shut up now. I will try to blog again later, when I have more umph. For now, this is Joselynn signing out. God bless you... And, uh, that's how the cookie crumbles.