I'll force a smile and call it hope.

I think I'll start this out with good news before gently, or perhaps abruptly- depending on my mood, sliding into a less joyful way of writing. The good news is that all of the things I was happy about during my last post are still quite valid. I'm still doing quite well as far as my dizziness goes, I'm getting off of a medication that's causing me to lose a little too much weight, and I'm seeing constant improvements at physical theraphy. I'm probably not as thankful as I ought to be for all of this. As a matter of fact, I know I'm not.

I suppose I've been distracted by some chaos that's been shoved in my face, emotionally speaking. I don't know exactly how much I want to talk about on here. I always seem to struggle with that- whether or not to be open, but I think I'll try to balance myself somewhere between silent and informative. I believe that's called vague. It seems like I'm always going from one dramatic instant to another. I've been doing a lot better about handling them, I think. It's just that after everyone's gone and I realize that I'm losing one of my best friends, it's kind of hard. Mm... I'm just not sure what I want to do about it yet. At this point, I'll just keep praying.

Oh bother, I know I don't want to leave this post this way. Uh, there's more going on in my life! The musical is coming up very quickly. I'm definitely psyched about that. Speaking of which, I have practice in approximately five minutes. Thus, I must leave. Sorry to leave so quickly.

I love you all, probably.
:)