Things will get better... this I promise you

Lately, I have been having some security problems. I find myself doubting my self-worth, which is absolutely abnormal for me. Sometimes it seems as if I am merely a burden to others, and that I am of no service to mankind or to God whatsoever. As it is, I have realized this not to be true. Though, keeping such thoughts out of my mind will be a complicated task to accomplish. It is odd how one, such as myself, who is so simple minded can manage to complicate things in one's mind. It is peculiar how I find myself preaching to others the same message that I should be following myself. It is ironic how I strive to be different, yet fall short and end up average. I find peace in the lyrics of a song that goes, 'Things will get better... this I promise you'. Perhaps things here on earth will always be stressful. Perhaps my life will always be full of troublesome trials. Even so, I can take joy in the small things... I have to. God grants me strength to get through each day. There are people who have it so much worse than I do. I do not mean to pity myself. I despise that, and I have always hoped not to be one of those people who whines so frequently. Right now, I plan to seek genuity. And if expressing my feelings is a step in the right direction, that is where I will start. My prayer to God is for guidance, patience, and understanding. *glances at microwave and smiles faintly* Things will get better... this I promise you. God Bless. Goodbye for now.