One Step Closer

So far this morning, I have gotten several x-rays done, requested a copy of my CT and brought home a copy of my x-rays from the hospital. Doc hasn't had a chance to examine them yet. Although it may seem strange, even somewhat wrong, I really hope they find something wrong. An explaination is all that I'm asking for. Even if what they find is not neccessarily good, I would be pleased to know what happens next. A sense of direction is my deepest desire. I am still extremely excited about coming home. Whether or not I come back to Missouri will prbably be determined by what we find, or don't find rather, one these tests. I find myself in a lot of pain lately, it's rather bothersome, but I know I'll survive. Pain isn't what bothers me. I can handle the pain. What really bothers me is this lack of feeling. At best, we will find out what is wrong with me before Friday. That would be absolutely fantastic. Healing will come eventually, but right now, I'd just like a diagnosis. I will probably blog again this evening and keep everyone posted on what is new. God bless you. Goodbye for now!