Oo... what a day!

Today, I went to the neurologist to find out what was wrong with me. As most of you have gathered, I have been experiencing some rather severe health problems, particularly numbness in the right side of my body. I have nothing against the neurologist I saw today. Perhaps he is a good neurologist. I suppose I would have fancied him more had he been acting as a neurologist rather than a psychologist. For you to understand the just of things, all you really need to know is that he was suggesting that my stress brings on such health problems. What he still lies impervious to is that my health causes my stress, not the other way around. I gently and politely accepted his opinion and thanked him for his time. To quote him, 'look inside yourself. only you can tell what stress is causing this'. Wow... that's almost comical. I wish someone could understand, just for a moment. I wish someone could know, as well as I do, that there really is a problem here, and the problem lies in my health, not in my stress. I wish I could have a diagnosis. I think I will find something to do now to get my mind cleared. Pray a little, think a little, cry a little... my cure? Maybe eventually...