Lost in Ignorance

Once again, after a long series of tests, I am left with a lack of knowledge. I am still holding on to the slim chance of the neurosurgeon finding something that we've missed. However, if he does not, we will return to page one. I will probably be returning to Branson after my visit to Iowa this weekend. I am leaving for home midday tomorrow. I am very much looking forward to seeing all of those oh so familar faces. I am also looking forward to *dramatic music plays* Mom's meatloaf. I am currently listening to Skillet on a walkman and eating fancy cakes. That's right ladies and gentlemen, I live the good life. *grins* I continue on with my quest for realistic optimism, though I must confess, sometimes it gets hard. Even through the tears, I smile because I know I am loved. My prayer is that God guides me and grants me patience through these trials, and He does. I suppose I should return to my life of chaotic contentment. May God bless you all. Farewell.