Let's try something new.

I'm sorry I wasn't able to post yesterday. Things went weird, and it simply wasn't an option. I think I'm going to try something different tonight. I can't quite get a strong enough hold on my mind to write something productive, so I'm going to do this instead. Let's see if I can express myself with something as simple as the alphabet.

A: Apathetic
B: Burdened
C: Calloused
D: Dead
E: Energized
F: Frustrated
G: grateful
H: Happy
I: Irritated
J: Just here
K: K... (as in okay?)
L: Lamentable
M: Miserable
N: Neglected
O: Optimistic
P: Positive
Q: Questionable
R: Restless
S: Sinful
T: Torn
U: Unpleasant
V: Very Insecure
W: Weird
X: Xed?
Y: Yelling (feel like yelling)
Z: Zealous

All in all, I'm moody. I hate it when I get like this. My life has returned to its familiar state of confusion, but the serenity was nice while it lasted. It seems that crisis is bound to occur in my life. However, I am pleased to inform you that I am not totally down. I am okay. As a matter of fact, I'm a little better than okay. Things are rough right now, but I know I can get through it. I feel rather guilty, because so far I've spoken only of emotions, and not of anything with actual value to those who do not know what I am talking about. Thus, I will provide that certain group with some news. I'm going back to Branson tomorrow afternoon, and probably won't be there until ten, at the earliest. The reason for my emotional instability will remain publicly unknown for the time being. However, I will add that after a very complicated situation, I was blessed with a much happier one. Thanks God. I needed that. Okay, well, I think I'm going to stop with my blabbering for now, and go back to living my life outside of the cyber-world. If only everything were as simple as blogging and web design, life would rock. I'm rather disappointed in my lack of intellect in this post, but I'm just not in the mood. Perhaps you know what I'm talking about. There are just times when you're simply not in the mood to be smart. That's how I feel right now. Thus, I will leave you with this post of small, fifth-grade level words and emotional whining. Give me a while, and I will fix this. At the moment, however, you'll just have to settle for this. God bless you. Goodnight.




Editor's Note: Please note that listing apathetic amongst my feelings, though seeming to be an oxymoron, is not. I was feeling apathetic toward some things, and had other feelings toward other situations.