Chaos

Goodness, my life is so chaotic. It turns out that my grandparents decided not to have New Year's at their house this year, but they say they will have it again next year. I will probably end up going to the church's party now. Everything else in my life is so confusing too. I am lost in thought when I am not directly dealing with conflict. It makes life interesting, I suppose. Right now I have a song stuck in my head... I'm not sure what it's called or who sings it but it goes, 'there is no tunnel, there is no light...' That song fits me right now. I'm not as optimistic as usual. Oh well, I'll get back to it soon. I am going to go watch Big Fish with my best friend. That should cheer me up. God Bless. Goodbye.