Honesty is vital in the midst of fear.

Fear. I despise fear. I am so afraid of today. If you've read my previous posts, you know that I have a cardiologist appointment today at 3:00. You would also know that I am not completely enthusiastic about going. What is it I'm afraid of, you ask? I am afraid that they will find out what's wrong. I am afraid they won't find out what's wrong. Goodness, I'm just afraid. I've been trying very hard to give up my fear. It's just so complicated. Outside sources of frustration and stress are piling up as well. I have so much to do. If I have a heart problem, it's no wonder. I don't much care for all of this stress. As a matter of fact, I don't much care for today. Please pray for me. I could use all the prayer I can get. I'm far too frustrated to make it through this morning, let alone the whole day. Prayer will be the only thing to get me through. Thank-you. asdfjkl; God bless you. Ciao.