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Do you know what I love? Oh, there are so many things. I love dancing, singing, acting, white roses, the smell of rain, the sound of thunder, and the warmth of someone's embrace. But then there's God.
I was listening to one of the songs during our worship service in church today, and I couldn't keep from thinking about the words in it.
You alone are my heart's desire, and I long to worship You.
I don't know if I've made that adjustment yet. I'm not sure if God is my heart's one and only desire. I'm not even sure if I understand what that means. I, of course, desire to be closer to God, to know Him more, and even to become more like Him. I'm just not quite sure if that's the only desire my heart has. I felt kind of guilty after singing the song, once I'd thought about what I'd just sang. It seemed like I was lifting something up to God that I didn't fully grasp yet.
Simply so you can better comprehend what I'm saying, I'll list for you some of my heart's other desires.
-to change the world, just a little
-to get married and have children, a happy family
-to express love to everyone I see
-to leave a legacy
Now, I'm not sure if these things can possibly contradict what it is God wants for my life. In fact, now that I've written them out, they may possibly be things God has put on my heart. I think that's something I'll have to sort out as time goes by. I suppose desires can either assist you in becoming closer to God, or distract you from His will. It sure is hard to keep your eyes focused sometimes though.
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Anyway...
Things in life are good. I'm quite happy most of the time. I'll be extremely busy with school for the next week, but that I can deal with. Prom was awesome.<3>
It turns out I'm horrible at making a paragraph that stays on one particular subject. I'm so scatter-brained. Maybe someday I'll correct that, too. For now, I'm just taking it one fault at a time. :)
Oh! I did take some random quiz that I figured I'd post for you all to read on here. I'll do that now, since I'm running out of things to ramble about anyway.
| Your Birthdate: October 27 |
![]() You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything. You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life. Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal. You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return. Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge Your power color: Cobalt blue Your power symbol: Dove Your power month: September |
Well, that's the end.
Ciao!

