I am merely subsisting...

This is the part where it all fades away, where what was black and white just fades into grey.

This is the part where the memory ends, where fantasy meets reality and a sharp pain it sends.

This is the part where we cry out loud, where we hope for healing, but our minds still doubt.

This is the part where the happy turns weird, where you smile as you cry, where you laugh through the tears.

This is the part where it all fades away, where what was black and white just fades into grey.

...not sure where that came from. It came from my mind, I suppose.
I'm sorry I haven't blogged for a while. I've just been busy lately. Oh, and please do not get confused on my feelings. I'm not depressed. I am merely subsisting. I'm not sure what my deal is lately. I am just so weary... so weak. My health is being odd. I'm having problems breathing, so my energy is down most of the time. I don't know. This post won't be long, and I won't be working on my story tonight, but I will try to get to it later. On a happier note, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles rock! ...Oo and congratulations to all the graduates of '05. Well, I'm through. God bless you and goodnight.